Happy Valentines Day!!

I can't believe it's been so long since I've posted anything.  I've been around.  I've been reading... commenting... enjoying stumbling onto a few new bloggers.  But I've not really had a lot to say.

We were supposed to have a plan to ensure that I would receive my reminder spankings.  It worked very well the first night... and then the second night.... but the third and forth, I just couldn't make myself.  Who wants to ask for pain?  I know there are some of you out there who would beg for pain.  Heck I'm sure some even pay for it... I just couldn't remind him of my reminder/maintenance.

Last night he remembered.  Right before we were headed to bed he took me by the hand and led me to the spot where we had decided that no one would hear.  I balked a bit.  Told him I was fine and didn't need one... he said that I did... he was right... I did need one.  It had been a while since we had had a spanking session.  Yesterday was a tough day.  Kids stomping all over my last nerve... we were under a winter weather advisory (now it decides to dump our first snow... in FEBRUARY).  We were well prepared for this storm, but it was the unknown that was unnerving.  I had a couple of fits... nothing horrific and nothing pointed at him,  but not my normal self.

The evening was quiet... kids found something quiet to do, trying to be invisible as to not to get anyone's attention to be sent to bed.  S was watching TV and I was surfing the net... reading blogs...   I got up and took my shower to prepare for bed, and I felt so much better.   The bad attitude washed off and down the drain.   A wonderful feeling.  I put the kids to bed and finished surfing.  Nice quiet night... warm home.. snow on the ground outside and feeling very thankful for all God has blessed us with.  We decided it was time to head for bed, closing everything down... and he took my hand... it took a second or two for it to get my attention... he tugged a bit... drew me too him.  He said "Come on, it's time".  "Oh... no... I'm good... you really don't have to...  " I balked.  "Oh, I know I don't have to... and yes you do" he said ever so calmly.

He led me to our spot... I reluctantly bent over as told.... my pajamas were slipped down.  He lovingly rubbed my behind.. very sweet... and the spanking with his hand began.  His hand is my favorite implement.  No warm up for my guy.. he just plowed right in... after about 3 he had taken my breath away.  He kept going... wanting to make sure that I was "good".  This wan't a punishment so I knew that this wasn't going to be horribly intense, but after not having been spanked for a while....  he got his point across! ;-)

We headed to bed... we had a nice love session.  During a bit of pillow talk I apologized for not reminding him like we had talked about.  He asked me why I hadn't and I explained that while I loved where my head goes after a spanking.... and where I also loved where his head goes after a spanking (I know this by how he acts after)... I just couldn't ask the pain.  I did tell him that if he wanted me to I would bring it up.

He's thinking he can remember.

I'm doubting it... but there is always a glimmer of hope! LOL

Today is Valentines Day.... I feel so connected to my guy... that in it's self is plenty!  We don't spend a lot of money on this day.  We are hoping to be able to get out this evening and have dinner together while leaving the kids at home with a home made pizza.  Time by our selves as a couple is the best present I could possibly get!!

Happy Valentines Day everyone!!  Hope it's all you could possibly want and more!!  ((hugs))